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Aww dude, I love you you know that. I wish you had biceps like those but you know, I still love you anyways!
It's a coincidence
You know what, I really don’t like surprises. I’d prefer knowing what I’m going to get instead of it just jumping at me “HELLO!!” and I’d have to take it as it is and not say anything. Because usually, when you’re surprised by something, usually ‘someone’, they must have put some kind of effort into surprising you. You can’t say, I don’t want this. Grin and bear it, say thank you and suffer in silence.
Same thing with this sick twist of fate or destiny or whatever it is. The way I see it God is always surprising me and I have no say in it. He gives me what he wants, whenever he wants, and it’s up to me to improvise.
Most often than not, I’ve always liked the way things were before the surprises were thrown at me. Then there’s the saying everything happens for a reason and God don’t we all hate it when we use that excuse for every single uninvited surprise that happens to us. But it does.
It kind of sucks in a way that I’d probably have to wait for about ten thousand light years to figure out what the reasons are, and that is if I even remember to look for them (I usually forget them) but, when things are significant enough that’s when I remember to find them, and I get it.
I guess I’m grateful to atleast have a shred of optimism running through my veins. I never let myself wallow in self-pity. Not for long, at that.
What I’m saying is that, sometimes I wish things don’t change. I wish things always stayed the way they always were. Then again life wouldn’t been as interesting, too much sugar does make a person sick, so what do I want?
Okay, that’s it. I don’t know what I want.
snow
Finally got my dose of Emy today. She belanja me Zanmai, I bantai three or was it four Inari Kanimayo Yaki(s). Heaven! I’ve been waiting for Zanmai since she left in, okay I can’t remember when. But I think, it was in July, because it was Tuesday and I was still bowling president ( :( )
Anyhow, Physics is over!!! MAJOR LEAK = USELESS SPOTTED QUESTIONS. It’s quite funny if you ask me, I don’t know how I faired but I was satisfied with the papers. If it were a school exam, there would be infinite empty spaces. And paper three was superduper cool. The spotted experiments were, spot on!
I only have one day left to put on my turquoise sarong and my white baju kurung. I would think that the day would be really sad, but I don’t think anyone would be crying due to the joy of having gone through hell and back and exit it in one piece.
Chemistry. Awesome.
Dear Chemistry,
I don’t know where we stand, but I know this one sided relationship has not been doing me any good. I’ve always prioritized you, and I’ve always put you first among my other subjects but still, you resent me and I don’t know why. You know for kicks, like me for once. Love me for once. And I will spread around the goodness of the whole idea of you, and how easy it is to score you.
Don’t fail me Chemistry (literally).
Love,
Aina.
Haha, that’s so me. Sometimes, I’m on the other end too, saying gtg or brb but truth be told I’m still there. Because, you know, I’m not interested of your pie eating story -unless it’s Nat.
SO AH! Physics is tomorrow and to be honest, I’m not peeing my pants yet, I don’t know why. Even when I go through my reference book, I’m like chilled. Being chilled is not cool. Makes me feel even more worried. Because I know, when tomorrow’s question comes out like “What is your name?” and I know very well that the answer is “Aina” but I doubt my answer to the point that I wonder if the correct answer is “Binti” you know.
Like Bio’s “What is meant by Abiotic components?” I swear to God before the exam I was so sure that it was non-living, but when it came to circling the right answer I wanted to circle “I and III” decomposers and something else that is alive. Thank God I answered “II and IV” light and something else that isn’t alive.
It’s like EGH! I am PRESSURED actually because, yeah I get tuition for Physics. Sighhhhhhh. But Aji got A1 for Physics last year and we share the same Mr Selvan so yknow, rawr. AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA psycho.
I’m really not in the mood for studying. HOW LONG HAS IT BEEN MAN. Ish!!
I knew the last two papers were going to be the hardest to commit to. Not because it’s THAT difficult (it is actually) but the anxiety of getting it over with is EXTREME.
BUT TOMORROW DAY OUT WITH EMY! YESSAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH. I could so use Wondermilk right now but, no, Wondermilk next week. I wonder when Cupcake Chic is going to be opened at Pyramid. Tis isn’t going to be a patient wait.
CUPCAKE CHIC’S OPENED!
I’VE GOT TO GO. ERGH.
Because the world is round
YOU FEEL LIKE A BEST FRIEND.
And I know one day you’ll have to leave, but, for what it’s worth, I’m having a ball with you while it’s lasting. And I know I’m just waiting for the day where it’ll become “while it lasted” but I’m enjoying every single bit of it, every single day!
I likeeeeee being your kambing you know!
Sometimes I feel as if we’re feeling up each other’s empty spaces, but I feel so much happier nowww, and time passes by much more faster so, what else can I ask for? Aw you make me happy. That’s funny, but cool.
circus
I need new perfume. You know, since 2007 I’ve lost two bottles of perfumes. Both I don’t use often, both I love. My Forever and Ever Dior which I bought with my own money (sigh) and my Maybe Baby from Benefit, I got that one for Christmas.
I love perfumes. The only ones that are in sight right now are both my Britney Spears bottles and my Roxy perfume of which one more spray habis terus. Yeah isn’t in embarassing admitting to owning TWO Britney Spears perfumes? And this just in I want the new one!
SO NAIS! I WAN! The smell is softer than the two I have that are quite strong, the notes I meant. The one Tina has, the Fantasy pink bottle, is soft too! That’s like pure licorice! Makes people smell like candy. I say! Britney has a gift, and we all know it’s not a gift of singing haha.
Christmas? Please? Anybody? Thank you!
It’s so funny, I’m watching E! on TV and they’re showing the OPI factory. What’s funny is that I have the exact same OPI nail colour beside my TV haha. Okay lame, but I would love new OPI colours too! So many things I want I can’t have because, IT’S PROM and I’m going to be broke.
Oh mi gosh. 8 more days to, the END.
